There's not much to say other than the title.
I miss Marcellus. I miss him every day. Every. Single. Day.
him is just part of my daily routine. It's there, but I don't feel it
intensely. But then there are the moments where it is more raw. I feel
his absence in my entire being. I feel that tonight.
feel it in a way that it seems so surreal. Surreal that he was here.
Surreal that he is gone. Surreal that I am an infant loss mom. That I
have a dead child.
I carried him, birthed him, heard him cry, held him, kissed him and yet he is not here.
He is not here.
And damn, do I miss him!
I will always miss you. Every day of my life I will continue to miss
you and wonder about you. I love you, forever and ever and always! xoxox